Dear All,
Thanks for your support on reading my blog for quite sometime. Actually, begining of this year, I have a sudden urge to stop blogging...... but I still continue. And on and off this feeling keep arise. Lately, I feel this feeling is quite strong again....... I think is really time to stop blogging liao.
Normally, people will just quitely quit from writting in their own blog right? But for me I choose to annouce it to you guys out there. I feel that this is a kind of respect. Respecting one another........ Respecting you by reading my blog; Respecting myself by writting my blog. And by doing so you don't need keep login and check any new things happening or not.
Of course I will feel 舍不得，had been writting for so long. Stop Blogging??? If I have a sudden itchness to write HOW? If too bore at work and want to write HOW? I had already say out loud here, I am not going to blog anymore, but after sometime I blog HOW? Then will be very paiseh leh! .......... Anyway, I don't think that far......... live in the present. Tentatively, I really have the urge to stop my blogging activities liao. Stop for how long, I don't know.
I am always happy to share my experience with everyone out there in the past.......... this sharing might somehow help you or might make you feel worst or might even hurt your feeling. I don't know. If I really hurting you, I am really very sorry about it. Overhere, I appologise 对不起 (with a 鞠躬）. I really appreciate your patient with my english and my point of view and those pics.
If I really have a sudden urge to write...... YES, maybe I will continue blogging in this blog very soon? Or I might open another one but is privately? Or I might just only keep in my heart? Or ......... some other way out........ I don't know right now.
Things always have a begining and ending......... stop this blog doesn't means the ending of my activities; It doesn't mean ending of my blogging too........ Actually, it is a begining.......... begining of my new other things in life...... I am looking forward to my life, what I can explore more in my heart or from the surrounding. Really looking forward.........
Once again, thanks yourself for reading my blog; thanks for inviting your friends to read my blog; and thanks everyone out there!
May you and your family be happy and healthy always!
May you and your family be free from worries always!
May you and your family be loved always!
Namaste.........
Sincerely,
The little beez
(P/S : Those who are still blogging, kindly continue with it. I will view your blog when I am free. I enjoy reading others blog as well. :D)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Heart warming
Oh, yes. Last Saturday was the volunteering at children home. Any inspiration?
Errrhhhhh.......... sorry lah, this round no inspiration leh....... hahaha........ Hello, where got so many inspiration one lah! Hehehe.........
I guess, both the kids and us know one another liao.......... that's why the "spark" between us reduced this round..... but the "warm" between us increased. Why I say so?
Ya..... Initially, we were new with one another. We were "unknown" with one another......... so can see the "sparkles" come out. Once we know one another..... they open themselve and we open ours too..... and together we kept ourseleve warm. Hahaha.........
This time, they behaved themseleve very well. They show their interest to learn things, to learn yoga. They listen to the instruction clearly and willing to follow up with us slowly....... of course sometimes will see them lost their patient, but still able to catch their attention back quickly. I am glad that we had slowly build up certain relationship with them. This is important for long term volunteering. We must had mutual trust with one another, if not we can't progress together.
I am glad that we all these volunteers had the same direction towards the goal and we can unite and do things together with our mutual understanding as well.
Why I say warm just now? Because I feel the warm from the kids. I don't know is it we provide them warm, and that's why they are giving it back to us immediately.
I remember while I am standing and seeing whether are the kids doing the postures correctly........ suddenly, I feel my right arm sooooo warm. Then I turn my head towards my right arm, and I found a girl hugging my arm (this round I am in the girl team). And her head leans against my arm like very yang orh. I have a sudden warm feeling in my heart........ oh... this girl so sweet and I sayang her head and smile at her.
Tell you......... actually, these kids were more sensible then what you can think of. I don't know was my feeling correct or not or maybe I don't have kids so I think this way. Yes........ most parent will think their kids were the most sensible kids in the world. But to me, they were very sensible boys and girls too!
Intially, after the 1st and 2nd round with them, I always had a perception in mind and that was these kids will flights! These kids will challenge you! These kids will this and that....... (although I love them, but I still get shock initally). But I think I need to set all this perception aside from today onwards! I had more things to learn with them! Yes!
Hey, boys and girls..... let's grow together! (Errrhhhh..... do I mean that I had not grown up!!! hahaha.........)
Errrhhhhh.......... sorry lah, this round no inspiration leh....... hahaha........ Hello, where got so many inspiration one lah! Hehehe.........
I guess, both the kids and us know one another liao.......... that's why the "spark" between us reduced this round..... but the "warm" between us increased. Why I say so?
Ya..... Initially, we were new with one another. We were "unknown" with one another......... so can see the "sparkles" come out. Once we know one another..... they open themselve and we open ours too..... and together we kept ourseleve warm. Hahaha.........
This time, they behaved themseleve very well. They show their interest to learn things, to learn yoga. They listen to the instruction clearly and willing to follow up with us slowly....... of course sometimes will see them lost their patient, but still able to catch their attention back quickly. I am glad that we had slowly build up certain relationship with them. This is important for long term volunteering. We must had mutual trust with one another, if not we can't progress together.
I am glad that we all these volunteers had the same direction towards the goal and we can unite and do things together with our mutual understanding as well.
Why I say warm just now? Because I feel the warm from the kids. I don't know is it we provide them warm, and that's why they are giving it back to us immediately.
I remember while I am standing and seeing whether are the kids doing the postures correctly........ suddenly, I feel my right arm sooooo warm. Then I turn my head towards my right arm, and I found a girl hugging my arm (this round I am in the girl team). And her head leans against my arm like very yang orh. I have a sudden warm feeling in my heart........ oh... this girl so sweet and I sayang her head and smile at her.
Tell you......... actually, these kids were more sensible then what you can think of. I don't know was my feeling correct or not or maybe I don't have kids so I think this way. Yes........ most parent will think their kids were the most sensible kids in the world. But to me, they were very sensible boys and girls too!
Intially, after the 1st and 2nd round with them, I always had a perception in mind and that was these kids will flights! These kids will challenge you! These kids will this and that....... (although I love them, but I still get shock initally). But I think I need to set all this perception aside from today onwards! I had more things to learn with them! Yes!
Hey, boys and girls..... let's grow together! (Errrhhhh..... do I mean that I had not grown up!!! hahaha.........)
Thursday, March 4, 2010
My Mandala
(double click to enlarge it).Hi Hi..... haha........ Wonder what is this right? Hehehe....... Me too free at work again lah....... so find things to do lor!
While I am reading a webpage about yoga for kids (wanna to get some ideal what to teach on the coming Saturday mah.) then I found out that they had posted up some kids drawings about their own Mandala........ http://www.yoga4kids.org/
So I feel fun to try it as well....... and I draw my own mandala also lor!!! Hahaha........
Ok, in that web, they also explain what is indiviual diagram means.
My Mandala:
By right the outer rim is in cricle not in diamond shape. Because my paper is in rectangular, so it become diamon shape when I draw it lor..... bear with it.
1) Circle means harmony.
2) Sun --> I love sun as it shine, without sunlight most living things will die. I love the sun energy. My sun is in yellow, as it is a morning sunshine..... good for skin and is healthy! Orange is heat, it keep us warm.
3) Ocean --> I love ocean as it has many beautiful creatures living in it. The purple colour with a mask and snorkeller is ME! Happily swimming together with fishes as freedom as them. Ocean is in blue as it is a calm colour. Me is in purple because I left purple highlighter in office...... :P hahaha.....
4) Sand --> I love sand, it always warm my bare feet during the day. Starfish and sea shells are there to accompany the sand. Without them.... sand will be very lonely. Same thing, orange is warm, so sand is warm too.
5) Birds --> Free ourseleve from greed, hatered, ignorance. They do not have any colour as they are transparent.
6) Trees --> It give us oxygen to "breath". Is in green because tree is green in colour. hahaha.....
This is my mandala..... so what is yours?
Very childish right? Hahahaha....... Hey, sometime we must pull back ourseleve. Like a kids! Do somethings that kids do...... you will find, you are as lovely as kids too! Life can be stress but can be peaceful as well. :)
Wish you have your mandala soon! It only take me a few mins to finish this drawing.
Next session coming soon........
Oh dear ..... start nervous liao. Hahaha. Why???
Aiya, date of volunteering at the children home coming soon lor. It is on this coming Saturday! Very 紧张 leh! Hehehe........ Yes, this is my 3rd time going back.... but still feel nervous lor. Because this round don't know what will happen again lor.
What surprise will I get from the home again? And this round..... sad to say..... DID NOT PLAN ANYTHING!!! hahaha.......
I really did not plan for the class yet. Don't know what to do........ heck lah.... 随机应变 lah! Really, with pass experience we do alot of hardwork on planning. And ended up, don't really use it during the class.
So this round, we change strategy....... Just follow the flow on that day.
I remembered a master always told us....... "Things still need to be planned, but always remember don't over planned it." "Keep some ideal in mind, the rest just see the situation." "Not everything that you planned will come true and be perfect."
随缘、随缘.........
Ok, deep breath........... plan some basic posture..... the rest up to that day lor.......
Oh ya, the home agreed to set a timing for us to teach the kids yoga. So is every 1st week of the month (excpet May and Dec). And I have committed on this event! Still the same announcement. If you are interested, call me....... not neccessary to have yoga back ground. As long as you have the heart for the kids. Thanks!
Aiya, date of volunteering at the children home coming soon lor. It is on this coming Saturday! Very 紧张 leh! Hehehe........ Yes, this is my 3rd time going back.... but still feel nervous lor. Because this round don't know what will happen again lor.
What surprise will I get from the home again? And this round..... sad to say..... DID NOT PLAN ANYTHING!!! hahaha.......
I really did not plan for the class yet. Don't know what to do........ heck lah.... 随机应变 lah! Really, with pass experience we do alot of hardwork on planning. And ended up, don't really use it during the class.
So this round, we change strategy....... Just follow the flow on that day.
I remembered a master always told us....... "Things still need to be planned, but always remember don't over planned it." "Keep some ideal in mind, the rest just see the situation." "Not everything that you planned will come true and be perfect."
随缘、随缘.........
Ok, deep breath........... plan some basic posture..... the rest up to that day lor.......
Oh ya, the home agreed to set a timing for us to teach the kids yoga. So is every 1st week of the month (excpet May and Dec). And I have committed on this event! Still the same announcement. If you are interested, call me....... not neccessary to have yoga back ground. As long as you have the heart for the kids. Thanks!
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